Thread:Lyøn/@comment-29271015-20161117003623

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Hey Schuyler! Bear with me, this will be like 26572 paragraphs long, but I know you need it! So just bear with me and I hope you'll reread this time and time again whenever you're feeling upset, or just need a reminder that there are people who care for you! I love you Schuyler, don't ever forget that! Now for the 26572 paragraphs!

You've had it rough, with all of this drama, all of this stress going on in your life. You don't need it, you really don't! And to see you breaking underneath all of this stress, to see you in such pain and distress! It actually breaks my heart to see you like this. If I could drive to wherever you are and just be there with you, to physically help you through all of this, I'd drop whatever I was doing (EVEN THEATRE) and drive out to help you. But that's not possible (I sadly don't have my license) no matter how badly I wish I could physically be there for you, to help you when you cry, to probably tell off your parents, to bring my small little Mexican with me to help you smile again.

Honestly your smile is gorgeous! I mean, look at that little GIF you have here on your message wall. I don't see how you could hate yourself. I don't see imperfections whenever I look at you, hell, I envy you! If there was a way to make you smile 24/7, I'd pay any price for that way. And to see such a pretty girl like you so upset? No no, that simply won't do. So listen here hun, please just listen up to these next paragraphs:

Life is tough, it's going to be tough. No one said life was going to be easy ... Everyone has struggles in life, no one's life is practically perfect (Mary Poppins reference, I had to) ; Life is especially rough during teenage years, and especially when you're in high school! So much drama, so much shit and stress, it's pretty much too much for anyone (did you understand that sentence? Cuz I sure as hell didn't okay). I know how you must be feeling right now, but you know what? It's going to be okay! Some day, your life is going to fall into place, and you're going to wonder why the hell your life made no sense earlier, why God made your life a living hell in your teenage years. You're going to get your heart broken, you're going to have your world crushed, you're going to be depressed and anxious. But I'm telling you right now, love: Some day, these bad days are going to seem like nothing when you've found your truest happiness.

True happiness is a hard thing to obtain, yes, I'm not going to lie to you. But if you keep going strong, if you work on blocking out the hate and the pain from your life, it'll be seemingly easier and easier to actually be happy. Sure, there'll be days when the dark clouds hang over your head, when you have to fake a smile and pretend. You know something, though? It's okay not to be okay. Don't ever be ashamed of your pain, you don't have to hide it. It's okay to talk about it, it's okay to just simply not be okay! A lot of people seem to forget that, and I have no idea as to why. There'll even be days when you have no emotion at all! But that's okay, it's 100% okay!

Don't ever feel afraid or ashamed to talk about anything, either. Your friends are here for you for a reason, dear! We're here for you, to listen to you, to give you helpful advice, to listen to your rants and help you figure things out. That's what friends are for, Schuyler, and I really hope you don't forget! Your truest friends have stuck by you for as long as we've known you, and your truest friends are the only friends you really need! Nobody needs those fake ass friends/people (@POISON SNAKE) in their lives anyways! All you really need are your true friends for life, ride or die, and you're set for life really! We're here for you 100% to support you, to love you, to care for you.

NOW IT'S TIME FOR THE PARAGRAPH ABOUT OUR FRIENDSHIP <3

God we've only been friends since when, March of 2016? Not long, only since I've started roleplaying. But either way, I feel like we've been friends for literally ever! We share some of my favorite memories, and literally all of them happening in the chat, some of them in PM ;) No but seriously, I do consider you one of my best friends, I trust you more than I trust myself. Actually, I don't trust myself at all LMAO I trust you more than I trust my own mother actually. I feel like I can talk to you about any and everything, you've been there for me since day one, and vice versa. We've had our ups and downs (SEAWEENIE AHAHAH) but honestly I'm so glad we've been able to come up from our differences and our arguments, because my life without you would be dull af! You always make me laugh so freaking hard, and honestly you make me smile again with your advice whenever I need you. And I honestly hope it's vice versa! I couldn't ask anything more from you Schuyler, I trust you so much, I'd actually trust you with a gun to my head while I stand there begging you to pull it (wow that got dark let's make it happy again!) - Honestly I could imagine us in a few years, meeting up for the first time IRL!!! Rüger and my little Mexican playing together (god that'd be interesting) and you and I laughing our asses off on a park bench, talking over the stupid memories we've had together in the early months of our friendship. Yeah, that's how far I see our friendship going! Honestly I don't think I could ever let go of you, you're such a great friend and a loving/humerous to be around and I genuinely want this friendship to last as long as it can!

Okay I think I'm done here. Just know a few final things, Schuyler; I love you, you're one of my best friends, I'm always going to be here for you! Don't ever forget this Schuyler. Even if we don't talk for weeks or months on end (dEAR GOD I COULDN'T IMAGINE THAT HAPPENING), if you message me out of the blue, I will be here for you, I will still answer. I love you Schuyler, you're one of my best friends! <3

I hope this message brings some light into your life, and makes you smile again (because the ORIGINAL got deleted ::cries in a corner::) 