Thread:SamdiTheNotSoGreat/@comment-29271015-20161221064554/@comment-29271015-20161221160714

(I keep reading over this and I want to make fun of you for your typos and I won't LOL)

You know what? Maybe we are meant to be together at some point in time. Because in my mind, there isn't someone else I'd rather have by my side than you. But hey, that's not for me to decide at this point; It's you, it's all you. I went to bed last night and I was about ready to cry some gosh darn happy tears, heck I'm about to do that right now! There has never been another person that I will risk my sanity for, that I will risk getting grounded for (@LAST NIGHT) and I risk so much just to talk to you every day. Whenever I pull out my phone to Snapchat my streak people, you're the first person I always Snapchat, because you're the first person I think of. I'm counting down the days (8) til our 100 day streak, and look at that! Our 100 day streak falls on New Year's Eve! I actually have a secret surprise for you on Christmas, it's not pixels it's *hopefully* something better than pixels. But I won't tell you what it is for 4 more days! You're the first person that comes to mind when something ungodly funny happens or when something bad happens because I immidiately want to tell you about it. You're the first person that comes to mind when I have important/big/happy/sad news, because I just want to tell you any and everything! You're my everything, Dani. I'd lose sleep over you just to talk to you until 3 in the morning about the stupidest and the craziest things! I'd even go to the extent of canceling plans (depending on what it is) to talk to you all day! I love how we always plan out our next Skype call like it's a trip to see each other, it makes me laugh actually! But I always enjoy our Skype calls, even though they're few and far between, because I get to hear your voice. Your voice is honestly one of the most beautiful voices I've ever heard, and it instantly just calms me down. I love our Skype calls because we can goof off with each other, we can have even more verbal word typos and honestly we can be ourselves. Not like we don't do that anyways in Chat or on Snapchat, but hey. Skype is just another way for me to hear you. I talk about you to my friends all the time, about the fun conversations we have and they don't understand our inside jokes! And you know what, that's okay. Because what we have together, Dani, as just best friends, is special enough as it is. Your friendship is all I need from you, and that's what I'm going to give you back in return. I love you, god damnit and I'm not afraid of it anymore!

I listen to our song, and my whole day changes for the better. I smile more, I laugh harder, and I love you just a little more every time I listen to it. As a matter of fact, I'm listen to it right now. I'm about to cry LOL and all I'm doing is typing words for you! Meaningful words that speak nothing but the truth.. I love you Dani, oh do I love you. Seeing your social media posts, seeing you online makes my heart flutter, and seeing you down breaks my heart. I want to do everything I can to make you truly happy and you know what? Maybe we could make each other truly happy together. I don't really know what the future holds for us. Whether we end up being together and taking it slow, starting out as mates first, even if things like that won't work out, I won't let anything ruin our close friendship. Because you're one friend that I just couldn't bear to lose, even though we've never met IRL (yet), you still mean more to me than my other friend of almost 10 years, not gonna lie. But I love you, whatever you want to do is your decision, but I love you. And no matter what you're still my best friend. I have other best friends, yes. But you're THE best friend. The best friend that makes me smile and laugh like no other, the best friend who I would die for. You're my ride-or-die and I say it so many times over and over again but it's nothing short of the whole truth <3