Thread:Aztelle/@comment-29271015-20170111223023

'''♡ I Miss You... ♡'''



 '''Hey Jen, it's me. I really fucking miss you, I'm just going to start off with that. It's only been a few days and already I'm miserable without you. I'm running my mind thin, just thinking about where you are, how you are, if you're okay or not. I know you're only taking a break, and I know (hope) that eventually you'll come back..But I can't help but ponder, every night since you've left. Every day, I wake up and check my phone and my email, just waiting to see if maybe you came back, just to send me a message no matter how short! I've never missed anyone quite as much as I miss you right now. God, I'm about to cry and I haven't even gotten into the sappy stuff yet. But when you get this message, I just hope you know that I love you more than anything, and you'll always be my wife; my best friend; my heart and soul; my world; my everything... ♡'''

'''I love you, Jen. And there are so many reasons why I love you. I love you because you make me so so so unbelievably happy, you have no idea how much happier I am with you. I love you because you make me a better person, you've helped me to control my temper and to keep calm(er) in stressful situations. I love you because you make me laugh harder than anyone has made me laugh before, with all of your funny stories and your typos. I love you because you can make me smile so hard with just a simple notification on Snapchat/Skype/Whatever and you keep me smiling for hours on end. I love you because you accept me for who I am and I can always fall asleep knowing that you love me. Ever since my break up with my ex-girlfriend, I didn't think I would be able to open up my heart again to someone, and especially not long distance (again). But that was before I met you! From that day, back on October 1st when we first became friends, I felt an instant connection. And I still feel so bad for letting #Gen fail the first time, I didn't try enough. Because things were happening really fast and I was really scared, but I'm not afraid anymore, never afraid whenever I'm around you or whenever I simply think of you! I never in my wildest dreams would've thought that it would hurt this much to love you and be so far away from you. Jen, I'm literally so lost without you right now, I'm just longing to know where you are, how you're feeling... Every time I unlock my phone, it's a constant loving and painful reminder of you, because you're my lockscreen. I love seeing your beautiful face every time I unlock my phone, it makes me smile wider than ever before! And then I realize that I can't message you, because I have no idea where you are or if you'll even respond... I'm dying to know, baby. Because I miss you, more than I thought it was ever possible to miss someone. And it's only been a few days...

(I made this coding in rainbow for a few reasons, but the main reason is because you're my Gayby, and no one will ever replace you. You're all I could ever need and want, and I love you...) 