Thread:NohrianKitsune/@comment-27517989-20170626054952

We're both very aware of what happened earlier on AJ, and I just wanted to say a few things before you decide whether or not to cut me off as a friend because of my choices.

I've always been using vocabulary. Whenever I could, I would go on my backup nonmember account and practice all the time. You know why? Because I ''enjoy it. ''So you know what? No, vocabulary hasn't changed me at all. It never has. It never will. Just because I use a different type of roleplay on animal jam doesn't mean ''i'm a different person. ''It's not fair that you'd even consider cutting off our friendship because i've chosen to do something that I actually enjoy.

I've spent a year and a half on aj doing everything for EVERYONE else but ME. There's something I feel like I should let off my chest, so here goes nothing.

It broke me that you and Chris started to not enjoy Odious anymore, to the point where Chris was saying he couldn't wait for it to disband. You probably didn't know how much that affected me, but guess what? I was doing everything possible to make everyone happy, but nothing worked. I spent my time worrying about how every day would go, while on the sidelines I'm dealing with an alcaholic mother and a mentally abusive father. I was there for you on wolfhome anytime you needed to rant to me, and I was there for everyone else, too. So it got so bad that I couldn't handle it anymore.

I disbanded Odious for you. So that you two would be happy. I did everything I could, and I ended up not being able to do enough. I don't care how many arguments we have, Resh, i'm not changing how I feel. You should know me by now.

So now it's time for me to be respected for what makes me happy. And if you can't respect that Vocabulary makes me happy? I don't expect you to want to stay friends, even though I do want to be your friend. I can't stand for someone being biased against me because I use a different type of roleplay than them.

It's ultimately your decision what you want to do. Let me know.

- sarah 