Thread:SamdiTheNotSoGreat/@comment-29271015-20161221064554

Hey Dani, it’s me. Your best friend, your ride-or-die girl till the end. Up until this point in time, I’ve never been truly honest with you about this. Well, now I am. I’m rambling on at 12:30 in the morning, when I should be sleeping. RIP sleep but oh well, I’m writing this for you and it’ll make you happy 

 I love you. Point blank, that’s as simple as it can get. You’ve been my best friend since day one, and I have a mini celebration in my mind every day that we’re still here, that we’re still close and that we’re still best friends. You honestly make my life easier and more bearable, and I don’t think you truly understand what you do to me! You make me laugh so hard and smile uncontrollably. Though it may not be every day, no, you’re still the one person I know I can rely on to be there and make me smile again, even with a simple “Hey” – Because you give me butterflies in my stomach and a vertigo in my mind whenever you’re around. You’ve been there for me, through heartaches and through changes and questioning everything. You’ve been there for me, even after our biggest fights, and vice versa. I may not be the best at showing affection or gratitude, no. And I know some days you question if I really care as much as I say I do. For you, I’m trying to change myself, to be a better person, just for you. I mean, being your best friend has already made me a better person; you’ve made me a happier person. We’ve had our ups and our downs, we’ve had fights and we’ve been through depressing periods of not talking to each other (yet somehow agreeing to keep our Snapchat streak) and through everything, we’ve come back and still said we love each other. Friendship goals? But this distance hasn’t changed anything between us, we’re thousands of miles apart and I’m closer to you than anyone I know at my school. I keep dreaming (and saving) for the day that I’ll get to meet you, my best friend, in person because you’re someone worth driving (or even flying) thousands of miles to meet. I love you. And honestly, 5/7 days of the week and the first person/thing on my mind is you; Responding to you on Snapchat or Skype, getting on Chat or on AJ to see/talk to you. And honestly, I trust you more than anything. I trust you more than my own mother for god’s sake. I go to bed most nights, and I lay awake. And most of the time, I just thing of you and I play through our conversation(s) of the day and I’ll just go back and I’ll smile, because even if I wasn’t thinking of the day’s conversations with you, just the thought of you in general makes me happy and makes me smile, and I’m being flat honest here. I love you, god dammit. And I’d shout it to the rooftops if you asked me to. You have my complete and utter trust, I’d trust you to hack my Instagram(s) and log into my AJ Accounts and hell, even log into my Facebook if you really wanted to! I trust you that much, Dani. And you know me, I’m such a distrusting person, I literally couldn’t even trust my (ex) best friend of 8 years with my passwords. But I trust you, Dani. I truly do trust you! You’ve been my ride-or-die since day one, and there’s no one else I would rather have by my side (Just Saying). But you and I are like Alexander Hamilton and Elizabeth Schuyler, right? I guess all that’s left to do now is “Wait For It” ;)



 You’ll probably be reading this and you’ll be either crying or on the verge of crying, which may or may not be the reaction I expect out of you. You’re probably going to choose to let this message sit here until the morning until you’re more composed to write a response, you may choose to respond tonight and have a hell of a lot of typos for me to mock. But just know: I love you <3  