Thread:TyrannicalFate/@comment-29627264-20161023165015

So I know I messed the shit up. I know Hope, I'm really sorry. I know many jerks say that but I have a reason why I chose. I'm sorry that I didn't exactly confirm about Nathan with you. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for asking you out even when Nathan was there and you didn't see. It's betrayal, and you know it and someday I had to choose someone. I don't wanna say that I don't choose you, I didn't leave you Hope. Me staying with Nathan has a reason, we've been together since I can remember. It's hurting and it was hard to choose between two people you really love. You had to choose too, Hope, and I'm sorry that you chose me. I'm so fucking sorry.

I don't have any words except 'sorry'. I'm damn sorry and I don't know what else to type. I'm literally crying right now and I know I sound like a fucktard to say this but can we be friends? I damn know who the fuck will say after breaking someone's heart and then accept them to be friends. I damn know that but please Parie. I don't want us over. I want us to be friends, forever? I beg you, I beg you damn so much I can't explain. I don't know how to put this. The previous message I put, it was all true Parie. Don't you ever mistake my love I had for you as our friendship. Friends? (I FUCKING SOUND LIKE A FICK, I'M SO SO SO SORRY) 