Thread:ImmunePain/@comment-29325988-20170430190514

I feel obligated to voice my problems as reasons for me being inactive. I dont feel much irony to many situations now-a-days, and life has been a little heavy lately with school and the recovery of my two best friends. Spilling my whole story on this comment won't be cute due to me shaming myself for it in the future. But anyway, I guess I'm trying not to shower myself or anyone else with depressing crap because really? I feel like making something else up, something way more drastic as an excuse to me deciding to take a small break. Like saying that I moved foster homes again and I was coping with the new assignments, but no, actually, so many happy things have been going on. But the bad ones don't fail to weigh down on me either.

I got adopted, so thats good. I have two amazing siblings and parents. That's part of the reason I'm taking a break, its to start catching up to irl life. Animal Jam doesn't reach me anymore, I rarely ever make an effort to get on. And when I do, I don't want to roleplay, I don't want to talk. I just stare and do nothing. I don't know why, I guess I've grown out of it. Not saying there is an age limit lol, just saying that I've been playing it for so long that the feeling is gone, and I don't know for how long.

Then there's school. Damn you responsibilities. I signed up for a lot of advanced classes and after school acitivities, and since I joined a new school mid-year, I've been having a lot of homework and assignments to catch up on. Over all, schools pretty cool. Especially when you get pizza from Jet City or Papa Johns or even sometimes, my favorite, Pagliaccis for lunch.

In the beginning of my rant, I mentioned something about my two best friends. They're all good now, they're not in the hospital anymore. It was a stupid car crash that made them end up there. I'm just sometimes worried about random things and now I'm starting to worry about that stupid thing not being attractive or pleasant, if no one would want to talk to me because of that, etc. It sounds kinda stupid, but it affects me as a person a lot.

I'm not sure how long this break will be. I know we just happened, but everything crashed all at once. So - I want you to know I'll be on Discord, except maybe a little less active. And my sister will probably be on the wiki (Her username is Humengo) so thats another way to get through to me if you want to talk. I'm not officially signing off.

Taking a short break,

Crimsonstreak/Kat/Katherine.  