Thread:SamdiTheNotSoGreat/@comment-29271015-20161221064554/@comment-27396384-20161221184718

(I know, my typos are horrible, and even now after I've slept, my tired brain still cannot find them LOL)

''I don't know what is in store for us in the future, but I know that I never want to lose you. Not now, not before, not ever. Whatever my decision is, I'll still want to be around you and talk to you. That is a full-hearted promise. You will still be my best friend, because I love you too much to let something separate us. I'll still want to make you happy, I'll still want to take care of you, I'll still want to talk to you. It still will hurt me and make my heart break to see you upset, because someone I care about so much doesn't deserve pain or sadness. I look forward to our daily talks, answering snapchat to you, and our rare (but always worth it) skype calls. I love to hear your voice, no matter how much you may say that it isn't that great. I love talking to you in general! I have no problems staying up super late if it were only to simply talk to you. I don't know what you're planning for Christmas-- hell, I'M not completely sure what to do for you for Christmas, with the limitations that the internet and distance gives us. But I know that I want to make your Christmas as amazing as I can. (Plus I lack enough creativity to think of a gift to make OR give you that is perfect enough for the amazing you.) Whatever happens, I want to make you as happy as I can,  especially when it feels nearly IMPOSSIBLE. You mean the world and more to me. You really do. And I'll repeat it as many times as you want: You are my ride or die, I love you, and I PROMISE I am not planning on going anywhere. <3''