Talk:Souls of Utopia/@comment-27844147-20160906011009

I'm sorry, I'm honestly sorry.

I'm sorry to everyone who I have hurt, who I have tried to keep their friendship with. Tonight, I had walked in on an argument with two friends, and sadly, without knowing, I picked a side. Normally, I would go neutral, but my friend just needed some help. I didn't fully agree with what she said, but I stuck with her because I didn't want to lose an important friend. The others in the argument were VERY important to me as well... but like I said, I dumbly picked a side. The others had a pretty solid point, and pretty much slammed her. I couldn't leave her. So I defended her.

Guys... You can't imagine how fragile a friendship is. I have lost many friends to so many dumb mistakes i've made, and to so many accidents into where I have made them hate me. I can't deal with that. It makes me break down. Because of what I do with some friends, losing one is like a half of me is missing. And I probably have two disliking me for what I have done today. I can't live with that.

Guys, please just know that friendships are hard to keep. Especially for me. So please be careful on what you say. It affects a bunch, and turns into arguments you don't want with people you love.

And yeah, I screwed up. Pretty bad, today. But Salai, Leah, if you're out there, please know that whatever someone says about you, that offends you, or hurts you, know that what they're saying is wrong, and you should never believe them. You both are beautiful people, who have stuck by my side, and I am deeply sorry for what has happened between us.