Thread:Aztelle/@comment-29271015-20161005174107/@comment-29271015-20161011210007

I know I've been off, I know I've been distant but I hope by the end of this you'll understand ... ?

I do love you Jen, I don't want you to ever doubt this. Well, you're probably going to doubt this by the end of it ...

I've never had someone so into me before and I HATE to have to hurt you, Jen ... I care about you so much, please understand me ...

But I'm not the one you need ...

I'm depressed, I'm anxiety ridden, I'm full of scars, I'm a spiteful person, I don't let things go. I'm compulsive, I act on emotions, my mind and my heart are never settled.

I thought you were the one I wanted, my heart SCREAMED you. You engulfed my every waking moment, and I thought you were all I wanted tbh

But the dust settled and I realized that my mind wasn't screaming the same, and we took things WAY too fast and it honestly terrifies me now! I don't know if there's anything you can do at this point ...

I'm so sorry Jen, I really am ...

But ... I really can't do this anymore, and it's unfair for you to have someone who's half hearted and a coward. I don't want you to get anymore hurt than you already will by this ... This won't change the fact that we're still going to be friends ... Please don't hate me for this ...

... We're over ...